My writings have taken on an emergence from myself and my channel to become only one, Michel. There is purity to the writing and the channel - that is Michel and his inspired, non-dimensional truths. In using 'non-dimensional' I singularly refer to those teachings or sharings of information and how they can be applied to our everyday lives. However, as time has passed it has become more intertwined in my everyday life. At first, even I thought this was an odd and somewhat disconcerting avocation. But as time has passed the union of self, higher self, and the non-physical Michel has become exceedingly normal to me. I did not set about life to walk this path but I know that sometime in my linear life's development I chose this path that was laid out before. And either it was something one could have resisted or given way to, not so much out of knowing choice, but rather out of necessity. Now, it is a constant voice in the back of my mind's eye that is clearer than views from what most call intuition. I have learned to call this blended existence my other half. I have seen spirit, manifestations of spirit during birth and death cycles, witnessed UFO's, or rather identified Flying Objects, from our mountain top retreat and seen the rain filled skies open, giving way to clear blue, or midnight stars, while lights from other places hang silently above.

Some years ago, in the late fall, a friend with whom I shared a karmic soul connection, Bonnie, was doing a channeling with me in Pennsylvania. She and I decided to drive home that night. It was late, quite late, but we decided to muster forth and head homeward, a long drive. We followed the Beaverkill River along Old Route 17 in New York. It was about 1am and we talked about her mom who had channeled and the long shadow she cast. Bonnie and I met at an N.D.E. (Near Death Experience) meeting. I recall the oddity of the moment as Bonnie had been watching me from another room through the cracked doorway. Finally, she came up to me and "You too?" and I looked at her and smiled. I don't know why I smile in reply to people's comments or greetings, I just do. I find it easier than idle chatter and more pleasant. Plus, one just looks kinder and more accessible when they smile. So usually I smile a lot, a curse of habit.

We had a sibling-like friendship, deeply connected, simple, yet complex. My channeling was a developed aftermath from a head injury, coma and recovery period. Bonnie, had been born into it. If there was a genetic link to the work. She inherited it and was very good at it. Each of us embraced different abilities and styles.

As we drove it was very dark and clear. Then there was a light ahead of us, yet overhead, it became brighter, very much brighter. We became silent and the truck slowed, the interior light flickered as if the truck was shutting off...Then it was four, yes FOUR hours later. We awoke about a mile or so from where we had been, in an empty pull off. It was 5 am. We were dazed, groggy and still in a sleep haze. I remember going to speak and I had no voice. Bonnie was thirsty as was I. We got out of the truck and I felt sore all over. My legs had an odd ache to them and Bonnie was distraught and yet familiar with these experiences.

After gathering ourselves together she remarked that this had happened before. She was concerned about me and I was really okay, I was abducted the first time when I was very young. As we talked about it we realized that our paths had many shared, unique areas which we addressed with equal difference. Bonnie believed that there was a pre-contract that existed, in agreement between the victim and perpetrator, so in order to learn you pre-decided that you'd live out one of these roles. I believed that if this was so, free-will gave you the ability to release yourself from this type of relationship role and choose to learn whatever possible lesson one could derive from such a relationship in a more gentle manner. Now, looking back, each of our views reflected our own life and its experiences. My manner has been 'pull yourself up by your boot straps', see the good, refocus and move onward.

One day we were at home fixing lunch. The phone rang and it was Bonnie, crying unclearly, asking for help. She asked me to come to her father's home. Upon arrival I found Bonnie on oxygen, state troopers, and the local funeral director all gathered and all seemingly distressed. Bonnie had just come from the market and pulled in to take her Dad some groceries. The boot (as she called it) was still open on her car with bags of groceries gathered in a bunch. She had found her Dad in late summer on a very hot day, passed away on the sofa. They think he had been dead for fifteen to twenty days. Not an overly pleasant situation. I helped the funeral director 'bag' her Dad.

In the days to come we cleaned the house and she returned to somewhat of her old self. Bonnie passed away a few years ago, almost a year, perhaps slightly longer, after her Dad had passed. It was not a nice way to go if she 'really' chose it before hand. I think of her often, wondering if it was her belief system that shaped her reality or if she had pre-contracted it. Each morning she greets me as I have my morning coffee, while I look into the very large mountain painting she did which hangs in the family room. She did this particular painting when she was in Ireland. Perhaps, she knew that one day it would hang in its proper place. As I write this I am looking out at such mountains.

As time passed, the inevitability of the competitive nature of channels reared its untamed head. One would never think that in a loving new-age field of immersed awareness any such thing could exist, but it does. And there seems to an equal duality concerning money, fees and how good someone is by what they charge! Hence, my movement toward retreat and writing. My channelings are now written, posted on my web site or published and I have no interest in the acquisition of money.

Channeling is an odd avocation. It 'draws to you' (and how I do not care for that phrase), an assortment of individuals who either are totally enamored of you or come to you expecting you to be an arm chair therapist. Some keep asking the same questions over and over again. If they do not get the validation they want they leave and move on to another until they finally find someone who will give them the validation they seek. Then you get those who decide to debunk you with hidden cameras. Of course they never ask if they can film or study you or the group that has gathered. I often wonder how they would feel if their trust had been violated and their privacy intruded upon but just the wondering of this makes it a mute point. They plot covertly ahead of time, packing their cameras and using their energy in such confounded ways that it boggles one's mind.

Then there are the ones who decide to stalk you, following you from place to place, breaking and entering into your home and sending you hate mail. One woman, married to a church-going deacon, broke and entered, poured quickcrete down the toilets and sent out hate letters. It took the police and a chat at the local police station - whereupon they kept copies and records of all this - and finally the viable threat of financial action and jail to bring this to an end. The poor, unknowing husband had no idea what was going on. At the time, after consideration, we felt that whatever demons they were living out were far worse than what any court could do.

In retrospect, I wonder if I knowingly created this reality or shaped it through my belief system, or in accordance with some beliefs, pre-contracted these events to learn a greater good. Or if, more simply, we are each responsible for our own choices of actions and subsequent reactions, therefore, we can never be responsible for another person's choice of actions and in the end, realize that all we can do is manage our response.

Now, we have motion detectors in each room and hallways including the basement, hardwired alarm systems and temperature monitors. When you find you fit into something called the public domain, which is not necessarily such a pleasant place to be standing, you have to make adjustments.

At one time channeling was a gift one usually did not seek to have, and there were small groups that, through word of mouth, gathered for quiet evenings in homes or retreats where people could come, reflect and leave feeling renewed and inspired. Even as a wide-eyed, trusting younger man I was totally unprepared for the life-learning lessons that I'd acquire while traveling this journey.

Then came the advent of mass media, promotion and televised shows where garden-variety showmen and women psychically spoke to audience members and guide them through the process of guided communication to dead relatives and pets! This is not channeling but it has become the modern-day marker for a phenomenon that has and is becoming a lost skill as people move further toward technology and farther from spirituality. Now it has become trendy to have large centers and planned trips on cruises and the such.

The joy for me is in sharing the bounty of the universe, trading plants from my gardens, having potluck dinners, hiking and watching the seasons change. Having a bon-fire at night with friends, known and yet to become known, gathered around in chairs and sitting in the field under the open mountain sky is a simplicity that cannot be better designed. Children being held by parents, young couples on blankets, warm cups of coffee and tea and a belief that there is something kinder and more gentle than the daily world we all function within. It is a time of a gathering to rejuvenate and heal the inner self.

Here in the mountains we have had frequent sightings and abductions or visitations, as I'd rather call them. It seems our friends from above keep constant vigil on their human counterparts. Once, I asked why and I was told that if they were to allow themselves to be known we would attempt to destroy them or deify them. Said isn't it? But how true. They like mountainous areas as do I and those who have such interactions or encounters. I believe it has to do with the clarity and vibrational frequencies. Now to share one such exchange.

Michel: You are unaware that there is a 'Balanced-Consciousness'. What you believe is what will, more than likely, occur in your life; what you rise out of, as written in the old Vedic scriptures, are the 'delusions' of life. Your conflicts and rifts in your society come from your divisions over God rather than your concepts of God. What you struggle with are your interpretations of God and this is how you have defined your social structure, Catholics versing Protestantism, Muslims versing Jews, and so on. You are spiritually ignorant and this ignorance, laced with lack of tolerance, is your downfall. God gives you hope and inspiration.Your negative ways and darkness is in direct conflict with your God-self. It is the God-self, the positive aspect of self, that will save your society and species. Now, yea, we say unto you, now you are deposed at a difficult time. Nuclear development is rampant among you and with those who seek power and yet, you as a society, are seeking out 'the axes of evil' and set forth on a path that will lead to religious war.

DRL: Is this what you meant when you said, "He shall plunge a knife into the heart of Islam"?

Michel: This and more for there are more Muslim based countries other than the one that nations are now involved with. What you are experiencing is just the beginning of the path which one man has started, one generation in his time, before. For what you are seeing you are viewing through a perspective that has lost sight of its past. This imbalance of spirituality with technology can only lead to further individualized demonstrations of power. For technology to advance it needs to be balanced with spiritual awareness. It is unfortunate that you take anything advanced as either a threat or superior. This is why we do not show ourselves to 'the 'many' as you would seek to have us destroyed as we threaten your current perspective of yourselves. Many mistake physical love for soul love and those who constantly search for physical love are non-aligned with their true-self. This non-alignment oftentimes manifests in negative ways. If you cannot love yourself then how can you expect to respect yourself? Hence, if you can not respect yourself, how can you respect others or be tolerant of those who embrace values different from your own?

DRL: Wait a minute! You just shifted from power to love. What does this have to do with aspects of balance?

Michel: Very much everything. This non-alignment causes disruption to the self that they are manifesting with focus. They must seek to cohesively join aspects of physical love with aspects of spiritual love to discover their true-self. Just as so, theirs should recognize the merger between the male-self and the female-self or the yang and yin of their totality in order to celebrate their fullness as an individual.

Linear time is nothingness for all is now. Philosophical and religious perspectives are different than spirit. Spirit is the higher frequency that maintains you in the physical form you live through, learning by experiences and hence, manifests your reality. Earth itself is a physical vessel, if you will, that holds and retains the energies which have manifested on it. This is why there are 'hot spots' and places of peace and calm. The earth, being a physical body, resonates at a pure level; the negative frequencies of war and conflict are disharmonious to it. Therefore the earth itself is shaped behaviorally by the thoughts and actions, or realties, of those who live upon it. The life force of the Earth flows from its ley-lines which correspond to the celestial components above it, hence, "As above is as below." Areas that fall outside these peripheral areas are more subject to the negative aspects of humanity which also have a karmic life and a cycle of rebirth until these events are shaped into positive events. Ley lines also heighten ones (the individual's) sensitivities and intuition. These Ley lines are conjunctive points with the sun, planetary alignments and other galaxies. You have found one planet beyond what you thought was the end of your system. There are more and there are expanses within what you already know.

DRL: I felt a pull, a sensation of separation. I felt myself lift upward, away from my physical body, the mountains below me and the clear star lit night around me. I felt cool, yet warm, and as if I was spread thinly, or dispersed throughout the nighttime air. A thin silver thread of energy trailed behind me. It was connected to me but not as you'd think. It was more like a trail of silver light, not so much a physical cord or thread, but a trail of energy that emanated from me, or what I thought was me, and was somehow still connected to my physical self.

Michel: As you consider your thoughts know that this energy follows you throughout your life. It leaves an imprint on everything you come in contact with.This connection to your present self is the 'line' or 'cord', or rather, the stream of energy which keep this, the ethereal you, connected to your physical body. When you transition this stream of energy snaps or dissipates to allow the true you to travel throughout time and space... knowing and at oneness. This lesson is one which will alter your perceptions of death. Know there is no death, only beginnings that are based in an alteration of form.

DRL: I looked below and saw the house drift into the distance. I saw the mountains and woodlands, the sea coast and misty clouds of vapor dappled with faint lights from below. I felt myself move beyond the moon and further out into space, traveling and hearing what was said.

Michel: When you recognize the journey of your soul and how you relate to your past and present lives there in an integration of self that occurs. What you hear effects your soft tissue organs. You cannot block your hearing. There is no linear time. You create your concept of time and as such your experiences that you perceive. You are one with all, hence, focus your thoughts. As you travel with me you are aware of your signature and origins. This is how we locate you for you are not separated in thought and deed from your actions and the history of those actions and their subsequent impact upon all those you interact with. We desire you to think for a moment of 'feeling hurt'.

DRL: Suddenly there was an acute knowing of my collective actions and the pain I had caused others. It was if my being was crying out in such pain. There was bright light and a sense of tumbling.

Michel: When you feel hurt, you also feel the hurt of those you have harmed, intentionally or non intentionally. When you judge another you are really judging yourself. The pain you are feeling is the hurt you have caused others. We have told you that there is no separation. Each thought becomes an action and actions shape a physical outcome. Recognize this pain and know it is of your own making. When this process is not recognized it may manifest as anger and rage. Come to know and recognize this sensation so it can remind you to stay rightfully balanced.

DRL: All I thought of was sadness for those who had loved me and the hurt I had caused them. Yes, sometimes intentionally and oftentimes without any consideration or thought to what I was doing to cause the hurt. Enough, can we stop this now? How? How do I stop this and get beyond this behavior and self-hurt? I want to be a better me.

Michel: To align yourself with the Divine is to more deeply understand your spiritual self and the emotions you experience. Any energy you send out returns to you, the sender. If you send out fear then a fearful experience will return to you. It is your thought energy that gives you the lesson.

DRL: I relaxed and trusted this being, this companion whom I had come to know. Suddenly I was calm and back close to the mountain tops and woodlands.

When you give joy you receive abundant recognition of the fact that all is well and balanced. When you give of yourself without restraint or exception you improve the life of all those around you. This is about the return of your actions to your soul. What you do and what you send out returns and manifests on a soul level. When you accept and realize your connection to God, your body is restored to fullness of health.Your inability to do this is why you feel loss and negativity. You have a calling if you will, a destiny, to feel joy and express loving compassion. Each person you meet will mirror back to you an unresolved aspect of yourself.

DRL: Suddenly we approached a peaked mountain top that was a solid rock face and as it grew closer I seized with fear and I heard, "BREATH." Suddenly we passed through the rock face and were inside the mountain!

Michel: All things are not what they seem. It is like when you react to someone who is bitter and angry. There are those among you whose soul destiny is to be just that - bitter and angry for they are 'sin eaters'. A sin eater is a person who eats, or rather takes on, other people's sins so they will have an easier time. These souls who take this life cycle onto themselves do so of choice to pay back a karmic debt which has been lived throughout their dimensional lives. We often speak to you as we have in this writing of the third dimension. This is the dimension you live at and within, the physical plane of your chosen reality. The fourth dimension, that of the colors of purple and the crown chakra, have to do with that which is just beyond the third dimension. This fourth dimension is the dimension of perception.

DRL: I was not truly grasping what he was saying to me. The ability to move through rock!

Michel: This seemed to be hard rock to you. Yes, we hear you. Hard rock. Not so. Nothing is truly solid for everything exists at vibrational levels. VERY simply explained, your periodic table, primitive as it is, is a table of vibrational movement. Learn the key to the structure and unlock the door of appearance.

DRL: We were in a large crevasse, an open area that spanned as far as I could see. The walls were illuminated with a soft glowing whiteness, smooth to the touch. There were paths and walkways that were crystalline. A faint chime sound melodically and soothingly emanated from the air. The 'people' were tall and slender, of translucent light, with gentle smiles. They were strongly featured yet delicate. The walkway was not treaded upon but traveled over, I cannot fully explain this sensation. Water tricked down into clear pools and traveled throughout the area I could see. From the water emerged lights, lights likened to the brightness of fireflies that graciously dance throughout the night-darkened back yard. We came to rest at a spot that over looked a city of light which was well beyond the outcropping we sat upon. The city stood atop an upheaved inner peak that was granite and quartz with mosses and ferns covering parts of its jagged sides. Truly clear water cascaded from openings into the lush valley that was scented with what seems to be vanilla and Gardena. The ground we sat upon was moss covered, soft and deep. The small lights flickered around us and I heard gentle laughter as they danced off into the open air.

Michel: For now we will rest here. You see, my child, humankind separated from God. The Lightedness of Being was that of the pure self that emanates within the goodness or purity of God. And, like us, humankind was both male and female, derived from God who is both female and male and hence, genderless. When we manifest we can manifest as either we chose. For you I have chosen male, who you term, The Michel. God had created souls or spirit beings you call Angels. Angels are guardians of the higher realms for everything created there is a balanced part. For now, this is the place in which we will start. Some chose to manifest and that choice was theirs. Not all chose the same as I will share with you.

DRL: Panicked I thought something had happened! I don't have a cord or stream. Has it broken? Am I dead?

Michel: No, no. Neither. You simply do not need it when you are in a fixed place within your own physical plane. You are with me here in a type of altered awareness that lies just beyond your third dimensional awareness. We co-inhabit and co-exist with your kind while manifesting as we choose. Usually when the body begins it travel from out of body through time and space there is recognition of this silver cord or energy stream. After you become fixed within a place, there is no longer movement. It is then that the energy stream gathers around you within, in that fixed place to sustain your spirit self.

DRL:Relaxing again he continued.

Michel: Lemuria, or the Gan Edan, was the home to a type of humankind - to those who chose to manifest in the physical. There are many 'kinds' in many places but on your planet Earth, this is how it can to be.

During this time humankind become more inquisitive and explored outside the Lemurian concepts and duality. Seeking to be more individualized, the concept of male and female came into being. This is where yang and yin, the circle of life, separated and became one outside itself (the Adam and Eve mythology and the story of the removal of the rib), the choice of free-will and physical sensations, not necessarily for reproduction, as that is normal for us within our natural state of being male and female. but mostly for those who sought the individualized experiences of conception and paring for this physical act and sensation of conception, gestation and birth. With this came a rift between those who sought the way of the Lightness of Being and those who sought individuated, material sensation.

This set up the separation and fall of Lemuria and hence, seeded the Atlantean civilization. With this a conflict arose and Lemuria was consumed or taken over by Atlantean civilization which became and existed where you approximated the mid Atlantic ridge system to be. Another area that was of our favor was the mountain ridge system that was in the north Atlantic that was taller than what you now know to be the Himalayans. This was the seat of the civilization of Adama, which began as Lemurian but chose to manifest a physical reality that lived within the elements and held mastery over them. Lemuria was oriented more toward spiritual expressions: mediations, music, healing, crystal sound healing and what you would call elemental sciences.

This place where we sit is our home. We share this planet with you. Look and see us for we are the forgotten beings of Adama, the first civilization that came to rest on the mountain of light. Peaceful, gentle, strong and vastly capable beings who live with the elements and move co-existing within them and through them. These uses of sound and the manipulation of electromagnetic fields through sound, which you have seen, were fundamental to Lemurian teachings. Atlantean civilization moved more toward technology and the manipulation of these same variables, but through technological means without regard to spirituality or the elements which bind us to God-Creator. Their own creations destroyed them and their civilization.

DRL: How did you survive when they did not?

Michel: Ah yes. Look at where you are. You are here but then again, are you? For part of you is elsewhere, is it not? They were part of the same origins but chose a path which was ridged and without balance. We moved as one with nature and the elements and lived within them, co-existing throughout time for millions of your measured years. We stayed within during that period. Some of us ventured out but rarely manifested physical human form, watching and learning as it is the way to do. Learn to live with what is for we understand that is what will always be.

We have spoken to you of the Creation and the Seven-Days. We have spoken to you about how these repeat themselves, even within the reproduction cycle. We will now say that this time is divided into seven units, or segments of time, being that time has no measure for it is constant. The void from which we traveled and now are placed within was the expanse of space and time that the God-Deity needed to be expressed from within itself and hence, the expression of humanness and life was made in the God-Deities image and it was good Souls who were made and born from the cosmos that extends like silver threads, tied to each other and united with their lineage of soul mates, not defined by gender but defined by soul-attraction. This is why, at times, you beings will meet another and that connection is instantaneously re-established. You know this to be so.

Some of the cosmic-soul creations stayed with the God-Deity. Others became the Angels we spoke of and of these, some became guardians of the Realms of Attainment. Each soul, in the beginning and now, had wings, or weightlessness, and due to their electromagnetic fields each also had radiant light that illuminated from their seven chakras that correspond to pule points in their being. These also connect to the units of time involved within their creation-aspect. Within these expression the God-Deity gave the souls that choose to manifest into the third-dimensional realm something called free-will, to choose, which we have spoken to you about. Once they set this into motion the God-Deity also experienced their sensations and conjoined learning experiences of all its creations. Importantly, this is the higher sacrifice, to serve the God-Deity as a recognized extension of itself, and experience pure pleasure that arises from the heart-soul connection - to give freely unto another and experience them as oneness with yourself. The physicality you have come to term sexuality is the means to merge with another in a state of oneness and this is not based on gender, but transcends this limited thought. It is, rather, related to the soul self and the re-union with the other part or parts of your soul self that were created at the same time.

When these beings originally came to Earth they interacted with the electromagnetic field of the planet and infused themselves with its topography and climates. These children of light, The Lemurians, were the keepers of the planet. They began to manifest physical bodies and hence, once done, became overtaken by their own creations and egos. Some served Divine Mind others mortal thought. Some retained their beauty and others morphed into an abhorrent form of their own Earth-realm expressions. They fell into a hedonistic self-pleasuring of the error materialism of the third-dimensional plane where they focused on pain and pleasure.

DRL: You have often said that the difference between the Christ and the anti-Christ is ego. Is this the part of ourselves that we have yet to master?

Michel: Yes and no. For it has become part of some beings. This will give you insight into what you are asking but it is like most truths, one you must arrive at yourself. Those who embraced their own sense of creationism and power became 'fallen' Children of The Light. They became the antithesis of God-Deity. Evil and concepts of The Devil came from a collection or gathering of original souls that sought only to serve themselves and the material, power based third-dimensional realm. The Angel beings, protectors of the Light Realms, did not like the human form these beings took on as these beings sought then to re-create, through their free will, representations of themselves through technology they used in Atlantis. The fight for supremacy had begun.

The free will they had been given had been used to separate themselves from God-Deity by establishing civilizations, conquered from war, that contradicted the pure purpose for this original manifestation. During this period, or unit of time (unit is much more appropriate as time is collective), civilizations had been sparked in universes and galaxies through space-time.

Some beings, advanced Light-Beings, came to this planet Earth and reestablished the human form. These societies, of which we have been speaking, have become part of who you are today. After having re-established these societies, they, these beings, watch the continuing evolution, knowing they cannot fully disclose themselves or today's man, being fear-based, would either deify them or war against them. Original sin is not that of sex, but of ego. It is the same difference between the concepts of Christ and the Anti-Christ, ego.

You see, that silver cord connects all shared lives and soul. Even with the separation of genders came the recognition of soul-familiarity. When the soul-selves were created there were individual souls and soul twins. Soul twins manifest as individual lives and go about that life. When these souls come into contact and knowing with each other they unite. They can unite as heterosexual unions or homosexual unions, to use your verbiage. You see, all souls were both sexes and chose to manifest as single sexed individuals.

Go beyond your limited, conditioned social teaching and recognize this Divine-Deity at work and the purity of soul re-union. Your soul mate is that soul created to manifest with you that completes a lifetime. All are designed to search this out and complete this cycle and finding its familiar self, one becomes more solid in its completed confidence and abilities. The act of sexuality is to create intimacy, to know you can bond and fuse with another being and re-experience your soul origin for this act of fusion brings one closest to their source of God-Deity. For now we will leave you and return you to your sleep.

DRL: The next thing I knew it was morning. I was rested but my head swam with all that I was told. Was what I had experienced a figment of my imagination? Or indeed a reoccurring visit from my nonphysical friend who has been by my side for many years. Either way I found comfort in this and I hope you will find comfort in some of these sharings that will aide you in your search.